The Beginning to an End

I recently was intrigued by the different levels of aches and sufferings that different members of the human race go through. My mind then wandered off to a world where a different measure of happiness is also experienced by different people at different times. Something happened and it forced me to train my mind to counter every bad thought with a good one and see the beauty after the ugly, believe me, it's as hard as it sounds.
For years on end I have been question why I remember every single detail of a million encounters despite how long ago they happened or with which person, until Stephen King came to my rescue with the help of Paul Sheldon, 'Writers remember everything,' he said, 'especially the stories behind scars.' So I am sane and with the DNA to follow in Ngugi wa Thiong'o's footsteps that's great news right?
Upon this discovery I have decided to explore my mind for things I have been trying to bury deep down into my brains archives and I found a day, a moment I wish to savor for life thou it happened some years past. So everyday we start a new year we all know that right? This day was going to be the begging to the end of my greatest heart story and it is worth all the drama.
So on a day I can't mention lest my mother or God forbid my entire family discovered I wasn't doing what I was meant to be doing, the land of opportunity(Embu), presented me with an opportunity. I remember it like it was yesterday and maybe it was yesterday but you will never know now will you? I had been experiencing a certain form of anxiousness, you see the one you get when a television network advertises a movie you really want to see and then they say it will come after 3 days, or when The Real gives a teaser on Friday of their next show and Marlon Wayans (how I love creation) is the guest and you just cant wait to see it but its set to show on Monday? Nobody? Just me, OKAY. Any who, I had had that curiosity since January and now it was August.
         Imagine how bad my patience had suffered and yet I had to hold on, no wonder I snap so fast this days that had worn me out. Having stayed in a 2", metallic bed all day with a really pathetic excuse of a high-density mattress but blankets made in the better part of this earth which made everything warm and cosy, thanks to my host God bless her, I was too warm to want to leave the luxury so while all left for dinner I opted to listen to Rihanna's voice in a black big headed kid named Tuch, so laughing from how disturbing the English in Home is, I hear a knock. My heart begins to race, I knew who and I knew what was going to happen. Humility engulfs me and I say, 'come in' and in he came. I guess he was handsome at the time and I could see it, right now I can't comment so I plead the fifth.
    He walks towards the bed and with every single step he makes towards me I can't help but be thankful that wishes are fulfilled daily mine had just come true. Heavy built with a chest for days, hard and broad he sits down and gives me a warm hug, just what I needed. Outside its raining cats and dogs, the wind is crazy and thankfully that gives me time to you know, okay you don't, to catch up. Netflix and chill is just a notion, all we do is chill, after about 5minutes he leans in and my stomach tightens, I look at him and his eyes are locked with mine, we hold the meaningless stare which seemed quite meaningful at the moment and he breaks the silence, thank heavens because I ever talk too much and I could have spoilt everything.
'Can I kiss you?'
I smile and turn my head, not to be rude or anything and not reacting to anything other than my stomach which had the entire zoo in it at the moment and my mind which had a circus training in it. Out of sheer dumb luck he takes it for a feminine act of I don't know what, I am not that feminine, he hands cap my chin and he tilts my head to his liking, I let him. Being an alpha female makes it hard to submit to anything but with the way his eyes are glowing with passion all I want is to feel the heat in him on my lips. He stops for a moment for a stare, devil it!!! And then he continues, oooooh the trumpets, the melodies, the fireworks...the everything, our lips finally touch, the 8 month obsession is finally over, praise the heavens........
................................................to be continued